Find Strength in Knowing

Recently someone dear to me shared their struggle with feeling unworthy. Unworthy in the sense that they weren’t close enough to God. Feeling they weren’t DOING enough for Him. This person has a past that waves heavily if looked upon. Yet they are setting aside time, focus, obedience and energy right NOW in this season of their life for HIM, His word, His people, like they never have before. 

This morning, I awoke with this verse on my heart, “The joy of the LORD is your strength” (Nehemiah 8:10). This verse is quoted often as encouragement, and rightly so. A few years ago, I read an article written by a Messianic Rabbi, all I remember was his pitch on a different twist—a new perspective on this verse.  So, I grabbed my mug of hazelnut cappuccino (with sweet cream) and began to dig.  My results?  I too agree with the Rabbi.  Let me explain in my own little way:

In the day of Ezra and Nehemiah, a group of Jewish exiles numbering around 50,000, had returned to their homeland of Jerusalem. This after the lengthy captivity in Babylon—where they settled in. They blended. They lived. Now home, Nehemiah’s role was to lead the people in rebuilding the walls of the city. There was great (not so kind) opposition from the neighboring folks. Causing half the men to stand guard while the other half worked on the wall. It was an ‘all hands on the wall’ event. Each family working on their assigned section.

Upon the completion of the wall, Ezra brought out the written law of Moses. As he opened it, all the people stood up. They hadn’t heard this in ages—LITERALLY! They were so overwhelmed; they bowed their faces to the ground and worshipped. In this worship—they wept. What an amazing sight that would be to see, so many tender to God and His word. They were realizing just how far gone they were from their God.

THIS is when Ezra and Nehemiah declare to them, “This day is sacred to the LORD your God. Do not mourn or weep.” The narrative continues, (read this slowly) “Go and enjoy choice food and sweet drinks, and send some to those who have nothing prepared. This day is sacred to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the LORD is your strength” Nehemiah 8:9-10.

A people who were once far off, had now come home. Not only geographically, but home to their God. They labored side by side for one cause. Their hearts rendered open when hearing God’s word. HERE, God was pleased. He found joy in their unity, in their renewed awareness of Him. God in His everlasting love and mercy was waiting. He is a covenant keeping God. They were telling the people, (I paraphrase) “Grieve no more! Oh, find strength in knowing God is pleased with you, He finds JOY in YOU!”   Holiness and joy together! His joy—your strength.

How many of us, too, deem ourselves unworthy. We glance over our shoulders and see the mess behind us, the failures. We see our straying, our settling, our lack of—God.  We think our past somehow forfeits what God has for us now. When we do come home, (even after repentance) we want to bow our head in disgrace. The narrative was written, documenting God’s word to the wall builders, but also for us! God is our God of NOW! God of grace.

To my friend, to others: Turn around! Walk forward. Yes, posture yourself in WORSHIP. Don’t worry about doing. Just be. Be strengthened, God is pleased with you! He finds JOY in YOU!”

If you know someone who is discouraged, still beating themselves up regarding their past, please forward this to them, be to them a voice of encouragement and declare, “The joy of the LORD is your strength.” 

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds” – Hebrews 10:24).