Through
Recently I was encouraging a dear friend that I admire her, ‘throughness’, though not perfect in any sense, but she doesn’t shy away or back down from God taking her in the direction He sees fit. That means no shortcuts – but right smack through the stuff. It is evident in her life that she takes notes, doesn’t have her head down, but looks at the scenery with the one goal, “What am I to learn here.”
Through.
There are over 450 mentions of ‘through’ in scripture (in various contexts) there are also times around came first. Like the Hebrews exiting Egypt, when Pharaoh finally released them, “God did not lead them on the road through the Philistine country, though that was shorter… He lead the people around by the desert to the Red Sea.” (Exodus 13:17-18, emphasis mine) He knew they were not ready to encounter the Philistines (yet). This was their first field trip with God, and He didn’t want to freak them out. So what did He do next? With the Egyptians in hot pursuit, He takes them through the Red Sea. Can you imagine the wide-eyed look on the faces of God’s people as they walk right down the middle? The very cool part, God took them through, but their enemies when attempting to follow were destroyed.
Their learning journey had only begun. Long story short, their goal was Canaan, Egypt to Canaan, the shortest route would have been approximately about 250(ish) miles and could 
possibly be done in about 11 days. Eleven days turn 40 years. God taking them through the wilderness, they learned of God’s character: He provided quail, manna, water, they received the law, built the Tabernacle, and learned sacrificial offering.
As I am meditating on this, I sense God speak to us to be thorough in our throughness, meaning – learn what we can! To this day, the Jewish people after thousands of years remember the Exodus, the wilderness and celebrate God’s faithfulness. God has a reason, a reason for around and His goal is to, that to, leads to through. It is in the through that our enemies are destroyed, in the through there is deliverance, in the through we learn of God’s character. May we not seek shortcuts, let’s face it folks, we may not be ready for what’s there, in the shortcut.
I am challenged, thorough in my throughness. Taking notes.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
He is Always Here
My granddaughter and I were going for a walk around the neighborhood recently, but we were on a mission, we were in search of the neighborhood ‘squawking’ peacock, yes that’s right – a peacock. We came upon a family outside doing yard work and struck up a friendly conversation. They have lived here for over 10 years and stated that ‘Kevin’
whom they loving named the peacock, has been here just about as long. I told them I had just heard him and was glad he was back, figuring he had somehow migrated to another neighborhood. (Silly me) I had assumed he was gone since I hadn’t heard him in months to nearly a year. The mom assured me, “Oh, he’s here, always here, he just seems quieter sometimes.” They knew because Kevin lives in the tree line right behind them and is often seen there and on the rooftops of the local homes. She pointed out certain trees that Kevin seems to frequent, so now I, of course, look to those trees.
I noticed over the course of the next few days I heard Kevin often, OFTEN! I heard him this morning in fact. Then a thought struck me, “Do I now hear him because I know in fact that he is always here?” Has that knowledge peaked my awareness, my hearing? The Holy Spirit began to rub in my heart that is how I am to be aware of Him. KNOWING He is always here should indeed generate a hearing response in me. Jesus says, His sheep know His voice. (John 10)
I am challenged by the words of Professor Lanny Hubbard, “Adam could hear the sound of God walking in the garden, can YOU hear the sound of the presence of God?” Oh! OH!
May I encourage us, YES, God is here, He is always here, He just seems quieter sometimes. May we listen for Him, and be like Samuel, “Speak for your servant is listening.” (1 Samuel 3:10) and listen for the rustling of the trees even. May we look for Him, and be pointers for others, and cause them to look as well.
Yes, that is Kevin pictured.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
How Much Will It Cost Me
When I was a single mom a few years ago, I would often tag a purchase by the value of how much it would cost me, meaning; Is this item truly worth an equivalent of my 8 hours at work. “HA! NO!” Having this mindset hugely affected any impulse buying. So it is in our Christian walk. Our choice to have, to do, to go, to see, to taste does (DOES) cost us. Really!
Jesus talks about being His disciple in Luke (14:25-35) He clearly states, “But don’t begin until you count the cost.” (v28) He gives examples of the need for strong allegiance and love for Him, being so great by comparison that our love for Him is greater than our love for others, and even for our own lives. He tells tiny stories about beginning a building project without first sitting down and calculating out the cost, why get halfway in and not be able to finish. And what about leading an army into battle knowing the opposition is greater, a change of course may be needed. Counting the cost.
His whole premise in these statements… know the cost! Knowing the cost, we recognize and agree there are guidelines. Sometimes we may need to set extreme guidelines in advance to help us in our God decision-making process. I am reminded of Abram, (Genesis 14) after conquering the kings who took his nephew Lot and a whole boatload of others, the King of Sodom came and told him he could keep all the loot. Abram says, “I have raised my hand to the LORD God Most High, Creator of heaven and earth and have taken an oath that I will accept nothing belonging to you…” He didn’t want the king to brag later that he made Abram great. The narrative goes on, “After this, the word of the LORD came to Abram, “Don’t be afraid, Abram. I am your shield, your very great reward.” (15:1) Yes, Abram could have profited HUGELY from what the King of Sodom was offering, but the cost would have been greater if he HAD taken it. God says I will reward – I AM the reward. (Predetermined guidelines).
I speak from experience, after a season of very poor decision making, I totally mucked out the stalls of my life with a mindset of these following questions: Does what I am reading, what I am watching as a disciple of Jesus hurt my relationship with Him. Does having this item tell Jesus I love ‘me’ more than Him? Does going to this place or event compromise my promise to follow Him? Have I truly thought this out, how much this will cost me, is it worth my discipleship? Have I calculated and found I need a change of course?
I appreciate “Don’t look for shortcuts to God. The market is flooded with surefire, easygoing formulas for a successful life that can be practiced in your spare time. Don’t fall for that stuff, even though crowds of people do. The way to life—to God!—is vigorous and requires total attention.” (The Message, Matthew 7:13-14)
May we pay attention and do a lil mucking out and hear Jesus’ words as we stand on the threshold of decision-making “Count the cost.” How much will it cost me?
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Get Outta the Boat
Boat Dwelling. Recently I was looking at the account of Jesus calling the first disciples. In short: Jesus is walking along the Sea of Galilee, and sees Simon (Peter) and his brother Andrew fishing and calls out to them, “Come, follow Me and I will make you fishers of men.” These fishermen left their nets and followed Him. It goes on to say, a short distance away, He also saw James and John (they too were brothers) they were with their father Zebedee and some hired men, in a boat, working on their nets. Jesus called them. They crawled out of the boat, left their father and followed Jesus. (Matthew 4:18-22; Mark 1:16-20)
When I read these stories, I began to wonder why, why when Jesus called to James and John; they were the only ones getting out of the boat. Zebedee and the hired men were also in the boat, yet it says nothing about calling them by name. Maybe Jesus looked them right in the eyes, or perhaps quite possibly, He pointed, waving only the brothers in (Nothing like a holy pointing). The region they were in was a well-populated fishing area, so there were many folks around, however, they knew Jesus was talking to …them. I wonder if the guys said out loud to one another, “Why isn’t anyone else getting out of their boats?” Even so, without hesitation, they climbed down and out. The story’s emphasis is not about who stayed, it is about who went.
As I thought of this, I sensed the Lord calling us out, that we too have us some boats. Our boat may represent 
security, just as it did for the fishermen. Leaving the boat meant the ‘unknown.’ We too have been called out by the Master to follow HIM – even while others are still in the boat… we are to get out and follow!
May we too become boat leavers and not boat lovers, staying put, secure and comfortable and not budging. Yes, life outside the boat can be scary, but let’s leave our self-defining safe place, and step out: Start that ministry, join that small group, teach the kids at church, invite that family over for dinner, and actually speak to the clerk at the store about Jesus. My following Jesus may look different from yours, but that is the beauty, He makes us unique in Him, “Come, follow Me and I will make you…” (Teacher, lawyer, clerk, bookkeeper, parking attendant, student, mom, dad)
Like the story above mentioned, Peter left his nets and followed Jesus, we see him later leaving a boat – we often tease others about being fearful like Peter, but stop the scene… where is he? He is out of the boat. The only one, who got out, took a chance and headed for Jesus. Just keep your eyes on HIM! (Matthew 14)
Have a God-loving, getting outta the boat, weekend.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another one towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Servant, Regardless
I have been studying Paul, the amazing Apostle, and servant of Jesus. His devoted servant character trait is a strong theme in his life & his writings. Servanthood. God took me back to his conversion, where it all started. Acts 9. Post ‘blinding light’ encounter with Jesus, Paul (Saul) now blind, is taken to Damascus to the house of Judas, he was there for 3 days. Enter a Godly man, Ananias. God told him to go and pray for Paul. (Keep reading this is good)
I am reminded of the story of Jonah, and how in some respects it parallels Ananias. Both men heard God call, one responds, “Yes, Lord” the other, “ran away...” Ananias, reluctant at first, but unlike Jonah, he went (in the right direction). They both were called to detailed obedience. Both were apprehensive due to what was on the other end 
of their journey if obeyed. Jonah had to be told twice, Ananias only once. Jonah was angry at God’s response, Ananias apprehensive, but regardless was not angry. They both spoke freely and honestly to God, yet they both, in the end, witnessed God’s “grace and compassion, slow to anger, abounding in love.” (Jonah 4:1-3) However, one was selfish, the other selfless. Jonah sat outside the city of Nineveh pouting, knowing in the end, God was going to be kind to his enemy. Ananias went to the man, as far as he knew, this Paul guy “was still breathing out murderous threats against the Lord’s disciples.” (v1) God told Ananias to pray for Paul, he not only prayed, but he greeted Paul by calling him ‘Brother‘ he didn’t pray from across the room out of insecurity, or fear. No, he laid hands on him as instructed. Regardless of being hesitant, he trusted God enough to have his obedience full & then some. Ananias exemplifies a true servant, God trusted him enough, trusted his response to call him to an important task.
What an amazing initiation into this ‘Jesus Way’ for Paul, 3 days in, God sends a whopper of a servant, an example. I am fully persuaded that Paul took note, a very humbled, “I will learn from this!” note. Besides Paul’s retelling of the event in Acts 22, we do not hear any more about Ananias, he quietly slips away from the pages of 
scripture, but what an impact he had. This seemingly insignificant man Ananias impacted the legend of a man by the name of Paul. Paul received his sight, was baptized, filled with the Spirit, fed and regained his strength and soon headed out preaching that Jesus is the Son of God. (BOOM!)
Ananias and Jonah, both men were marked of God for a specific assignment, yet Jonah’s story paints a wild picture of how our response can throw us into chaos. Yet, ultimately, regardless of how we perceive a situation, God has the final word. (Read his full story, only 4 chapters) I am humbled by these stories, that my first response may be selfish and Jonah-like, yet I so desire that when He calls, entrusting me with an important assignment, I will respond, “Yes, Lord.” Regardless of what or how I feel, that I too would be quick to obey and follow through completely. I want my heart to be as accepting as Ananias’ was, rather than when asked, I’d have to tell a wild fish story of my response.
Servanthood. Surrendering with a selfless, God-honoring response, regardless.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Jonah painting credited: Daniel A. Lewis
SEE Them
“Let each of you look not only to his own interests but also to the interests of others.” – Paul, letter to the Philippians 2:4
Yesterday as my Grand and I were coming home from picking her up from school, we were stopped at a stop light. There on the corner was an older gal, in an old tattered coat holding a sign that read, “Anything helps.” Reaching for a bottle of water and with the only cash I had, I tucked a dollar bill around it, when passing her; I stopped briefly, smiling and handed it to her. Our eyes met. You could see the hard times in her eyes, the weathered facial expression, and the droop of her shoulders. Her whispered “Thank you” spoke volumes. Whispered words can impact more than shouted words with large volumes.
Conviction gripped me as I looked into her eyes. Do I stop every time? No. Do I notice? No. Do I acknowledge their presence? No. Do I judge? Yes, and who am I to do so. I asked God to help me see. In my seeing, make me 
aware. Make me CARE! Remind me, Lord, that person is someone’s mother, father, brother, sister, daughter or son. Help me see the need and heed, (adding ‘if at all possible’ – I don’t want to be sitting with a patrol car parked behind me, lights flashing as he tickets me for crossing 4 lanes of traffic haphazardly to give a man a bottle of water – I will walk in wisdom). I do not want to see and ignore and hastily voice my opinion of their status and proceed through my day as I leave them behind in my rearview mirror. Paul precedes the above verse stating: “Do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit but with humility of mind regard one another as more important than yourselves.” (v3)
As we cruise through this life, may we be aware, may we look and see them, see others. Looking for ways we can help, whether that help is large or small. May we take the time to offer a smile, hold the door while they carry heavy bags of groceries, allow someone to go ahead of us in line, give a word of encouragement, take a meal, hold them, laugh with them, cry and pray. May we be God-focused… others.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Personal & Transparent Testimony
(Stand in Awe – Part 2) Last month I had the honor of being one of the speakers at our 2018 Women’s Conference, the theme, ‘Stand in Awe’ – I spoke on Stand in Awe of God’s Plan and Timing. (To read Part One, click here: https://inspiredfountain.com/2018/03/12/stand-in-awe-part-1/) I felt God whisper, “It’s alright I have a plan.”
John 9 – Jesus sees a blind man, the disciples ask “Who sinned this man’s parents or this man?” Jesus says, (in short) Neither, this happened so God would be glorified, that this man would have an encounter with ME. Jesus spits in the dirt, puts the pasty clay on the man’s eyes, and tells him to go wash, he did and he could see. There was so much news press about this, the religious leaders were called in and even the formerly blind man’s parents. They asked him multiple questions, and two times, he says, “I DON’T KNOW!’ But then, he says, “One thing I do know, once I was blind, now I see!” What a lesson for us; Don’t bother arguing about the questions you don’t know the answers to, but reply with what you do know. “I met Jesus, and now I …” God’s plan is always in motion, His timing perfect, we may not see it, but He’s there. You can hear the faint whisper of the Father, “It’s alright I have a plan.”
Many, who know me, know my PASSION is God’s word; I study it, write about it and teach it. But I too have a ‘once I was blind but now I see…” At my earliest memories, I always struggled with reading, in the second grade it was planned to hold me back, yet my parents and the school decided on a summer tutor. Going forward, throughout grade school I was in special reading programs. Once in Junior High, they began testing me, it was determined, I had Comprehension Reading Disorder, (and extremely so) as they explained it, I could read the words, but not 
understand. Once the words were in my mind, they were all jumbled up and made no sense. By the time I graduated from High School, I was tested reading at about a 4th-grade reading level. I knew Jane and Dick were playing with Spot after school, but figuring out math word problems, “The train leaves the station at 6:04 am…” NO WAY!
Whenever there is a lack in one area, we tend to compensate in another, like a deaf man will grow to have a keen sense of sight, or a blind man, his hearing. I too compensated, I learned the skill of listening and watching. I remember that summer tutor telling me, “Look and listen for the important things.” At the beginning of class, the teacher would begin with “In last night’s homework, we looked at…” While the other kids were goofing off, I paid attention. I listened and watched for the important things. It was this era, nearly 17, that I gave my heart to Jesus and fell head over heels in love with God.
After graduation, I was enrolled in the Graphic Arts program at our local community college, it was all I had planned for all my life, and it was what I was good at! At the end of the first week, only five days in, sitting in Art History class, I heard a Voice tell me “You are not supposed to be here.” Hm… I asked, “Where am I supposed to be?” The Voice responded, “Bible College.” I did a Sarah, I laughed. Then I asked the risky question, “Why?” “You are going to teach My Word.” The Voice said. I felt the strong need to NOT ask any more questions! So confident God was speaking, after class was over, I walked out, across campus and straight to the Admin building and withdrew from the art program. I was so impacted, that only, ONLY God, knowing me, knowing my weakness, would call me to a book. The girl who couldn’t read – called to a BOOK!
After a year or so, I was at Portland Bible College, two months in, alone in my dorm room one night, I knelt down, and with all seriousness within me, I told God I wanted it ALL – I want this Spirit-thing, and I was finally surrendering to His call on my life. The girl who couldn’t read… called to THE Book! I began to notice a difference within the next couple days, weeks and months. You see, it all began to make sense. As I read, I could ‘see’ it. Something I could never do prior, the words no longer were jumbled, they made sense! (Go God!) God was healing my mind.
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oking back now, I hear the Whisperer, “It’s alright I have a plan.” Yes, all those years were extremely painful in my lack – BUT, God’s plan, His timing. Due to my lack, I compensated (so I thought) it was, however indeed part of God’s plan. In me, He was causing me to learn the skill of ‘Listening and looking for the important things.’ And THAT is Bible study! Since then, when I read, I always ask God to show me, I take pause and notice the details, I look for the important things – the who, what, where, when and why.
God’s plan at times seems to be knitted up so tight it can be difficult to see, as I taught this to the ladies at the conference, I wore a bright red L-O-N-G scarf that my dear friend Terri knit for me, representing the plan of God. Long, unraveling as it dragged behind me, was cumbersome to wear and at times got in my way, but if it were pulled out in a straight line, we can see down the ‘timeline’ (if you will) of God’s plan, and each movement of God marked. As the women entered the conference, they were handed an old fashion wooden clothespin, as I closed my teaching, I shared, each of us has God marking our timeline, His plan and timing perfect. Let the clothespin be a reminder, that YOU are marked and you mark His timeline in affecting others.
It’s alright I have a plan. “This happened so God would be glorified, that this woman would have an encounter with ME!” The girl, who struggled with the simplest reading, is now understanding and operating in hermeneutical skills to the glory of God! I write and teach His Word to people all over the world.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
*Stand in Awe image above was created by Chase at East River Fellowship
Post Easter, Now What?
Earless chocolate bunnies and leftover deviled eggs in the frig. Post-Easter. Now what? My all-time favorite holiday! Do we rummage through the calendar for another holiday or event to look forward to? What excites us about the future or even … daily? May I be so bold in asking, what causes our insides to burn with excitement, what consumes our mind and emotions?
Post-Easter.
Jesus’ resurrection, AMAZING! WONDERFUL! DIVINE! However, let’s not stop there. There is MORE! Let’s unpack this in brief summary. Stay with me, this is good! Luke 24, it speaks of the women going to the tomb, once there they find two angels who notify them that Jesus was no longer there, the gals go back to tell the others. Peter, as energetic as he was, runs to go see and confirms. Just following that, (v13) it says “Now that same day…” It proceeds to unfold the story of the two walking to Emmaus, who unknown to them at first, encounter Jesus. They are flabbergasted that this Stranger didn’t seem to know what had just transpired in Jerusalem. They shared their disappointment, “We had hoped that he was the one who was going to redeem Israel.” Going on they explained how Jesus’ body was not found. Verse 27, “Then He (Jesus) started at the beginning, with the Books of Moses, and went on through all the Prophets, pointing out everything in the Scriptures that referred to Him.” WOW, I’d love a one on one instant Bible study from the lips of the Master!
It wasn’t until Jesus was seated at their table, in their home and they accepted the bread He offered, that their eyes were opened and they knew WHO He was. I LOVE their response, “They said to each other, “Didn’t our hearts burn within us as He talked with us on the road and explained the Scriptures to us?” (v32, emphasis mine)
Their hearts burning within them. I want spiritual heartburn! I want my soul, mind, thoughts, passions, desires, and appetites to burn with Him and His word! The word Luke chooses to use for ‘burning’ is very colorful. It doesn’t just mean to strike a match and light the kindling and watch it slowly give off heat. No, it RAVISHES through the wood and consumes it! Burn Lord!
Yet some would argue that the two didn’t even recognize Jesus when He shared the Word with them. However, Paul writes, “All Scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.” (2 Timothy 3:16-17) To have the very Son of God, His presence and He b-r-e-a-t-h-e these words to them, teaching them, training them, equipping them – THAT would cause their heart to burn. Notice Jesus didn’t lay hands on them, put mud on their eyes. He didn’t even send them to the Priest for verification; He simply… walked with them. Walking and talking, and they were transformed. The narrative says they got up at once and went back to Jerusalem testifying that Jesus has indeed RISEN.
For us? The next time we find our seat at church or open the Bible for devotion time, let’s not daydream off to another place, let’s do some talkin, and walkin. Jesus told us, “the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in My name, will teach you all things…” (John 14:26) We just need to show up for the lesson.
And …burn Lord, BURN within us! Post-Easter.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
BUT GOD…
Have you ever stood on the edge of the pages of your life and just shake your head in complete bewilderment and think one simple word, “HOW!” Then the rest of the frustration tumbles out, exclaiming, “But God, this … and …” continuing with a list of ‘can’t do’s – won’t work – not happening’ statements.
God can match every statement! Believe it or not, ‘But God … ‘ (or ‘But the Lord’) is mentioned 325+ times in the Bible, in GOD’S favor. In this study, spending 4 hours looking at these verses, I was captivated; I saw God’s character being placed in the forefront. There were loud moments of reassurance, and yet quiet whispers of His love. This is what I found, this is what I learned. (In short, briefly stating)
I begin with Genesis 3:9, Adam and Eve are in the garden, the presence of God so intimate that He literally takes walks with them. Adam and Eve have just made some very poor choices (thanks, guys). God is now coming for their daily walk together, and the couple hides. “But the LORD God called to the man, ‘Where are you?’” God calls. He knew very well where they were, the question was intended for them, to consider their location, their position and their condition before Him. Remember also these two running away, to Haggar, He asked, “Where are you going?” (Genesis 16:8) and to Elijah, “What are you doing here?” (1 Kings 19) God is still calling. “Where are you, where are you going, and what are you doing here?” (Point to ponder)
Next, a man by the name of Jacob, he worked hard as requested and then was treated unfairly by his father-in-law. Genesis 31:42 “But God has seen my hardship and the toil of my hands…” God sees. He sees us where we are, how we are and how we are being treated. He cares – He will act.
Joseph,
the cocky favored son, who was thrown into a pit, and sold as a slave by FAMILY MEMBERS! Genesis 50:20 “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, and the saving of many lives.” God accomplishes. He redeems the bad and transforms for good to accomplish His plan.
Amazing, just amazing! The word is full of examples like these and more: “But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever …” (Psalm 73:26) “But God promised…” (Acts 7:5) “But God had mercy on him…” (Philippines 2:27) “But God is the builder of everything…” (Hebrews 3:4)
God is incredible, He is never late and never ignores, and is acutely attentive to details and He is concerned more for our welfare than our comfort and goes to an extreme effort at times to make sure we hear Him. (May we listen the FIRST time!)
There is yet one more, Peter steps forward and strongly proclaims: “Men of Israel, listen to this: Jesus of Nazareth was a man accredited by God … This man was handed over to you by God’s set purpose and foreknowledge; and you, with the help of wicked men, put Him to death by nailing Him to the cross. But God, (BUT GOD) raised Him from the dead, freeing Him from the agony of death because it was impossible for death to keep its hold on Him.” (Acts 2:22-24, NIV – emphasis mine)
But God calls, God sees and God accomplishes. But God – BUT GOD is incredible!
Blessed Easter, DeDe & Mark
“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24
*You can go to Bible Gateway (see link below) and read ‘But God…’ for yourself just a few.
https://www.biblegateway.com/quicksearch/?quicksearch=%22But+God%22&qs_version=NIV
Pint of Perfume – Easter Mini Devotional
“Six days before the Passover…” Mary took a pint of perfume and poured it on Jesus’ feet, the house filled with the fragrance, (much to Judas’ dislike). This was one day prior to Jesus’ triumphal entry (John 12)
The narrative describes the triumphal entry, “The next day…” it is safe to say, Jesus still smelled quite fragrant from the oil. This being of Jewish telling, in Jewish culture, whilst Jewish people stood on the street as Jesus passed by, they (potentially) smelling the fragrance, resonated the Kingly procession, as they shouted: “Hosanna! Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord! Blessed is the King of Israel.
Anointing was a priestly and kingly custom: “He (Moses) poured some of the anointing oil on Aaron’s head and anointed him to consecrate him.” (Leviticus 8:12) “Samuel took a flask of oil and poured it on Saul’s head…” (1 Samuel 10:1) “So Samuel took the horn of oil and anointed him (David) in the presence of his brothers…” (1 Samuel
16:13) “… they acknowledged Solomon son of David…anointing him before the LORD to be ruler…” (1 Chronicles 29:22) See also David’s words in Psalm 133:2 (Beautiful) Interesting, Mary anoints Jesus’ feet. Could it be, (just an observation) yes, the custom was washing the visitor’s feet from the dusty paths but could the anointing of His feet, (not His head) display the declared Majesty of God on earth, His Kingly walk among man, “The Word became flesh and made His dwelling among us. We have seen His glory, the glory of the One & Only, who came from the Father, full of grace & truth.” (John 1:14)
The word John uses, as Mary’s perfume is ‘myron’ a form of ‘myrrh.’ Sound familiar? What is the divine significance of myrrh? It was an ingredient used in the anointing oil of the Tabernacle and the priests. (Exodus 30:22-23) The perfumed oil poured over Jesus’ feet. (John 12:3) It was also an ingredient in the spices to prepare Jesus’ body for burial. (John 19:39-40) And we can’t forget the gift given to the toddler Jesus by the Magi (Matthew 2:9-12)
Could the people on the street smell their King coming, perhaps, perhaps not, but what beautiful imagery of the thread of anointing oil through biblical history as it wraps its way around Jesus.
“Hosanna! Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord! Blessed is the King of Israel.”
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Details
I have been asked recently, “Teach me to study like you do.” My first response would be, “Pray!” Always begin by inviting the inspiring Author to show you, tell you, giving you ears to hear and eyes to see. He is faithful. Then, when reading, look for the important details. In the story of Jesus calming the storm, there are two (of many) important details that help paint the picture. Mark chapter 4, (See also Matthew 8) Jesus has taught all day, as the crowd closes in, He steps into a boat and teaches from there. We pick up later in the evening. With the disciples, He tells them “Let us go to the other side. Leaving the crowd behind, they took Him along, just as He was in the boat. There were also other boats with Him.” (vss 35-36, emphasis mine) They were not alone out there. WAIT… WHAT! I thought there was only one boat. Nope. The picture takes on new detail, doesn’t it? Out on the water, without warning a furious storm came up. With an exhausting day of teaching, Jesus was asleep, the disciples cry out to Him, “HELP! Lord save us, we’re going to drown.” Jesus responds, “You of little faith, why are you afraid!” He got up and rebuked the wind and waves, and they obeyed.
Even with their ‘little faith’, they CRIED OUT for Jesus. Be assured that even our littlest cry for help – it DOES affect others. Invoking divine intervention, the narrative says the wind died down and was completely calm. The water was calm for the ‘other boats with Him’ as well as their own boatload. Also, when the Lord instructed they get a move on, He said, “Let us go to the other side.” If they were going to drown in the midst of the storm, He would have offered eulogies along with encouraging words of seeing them later in Paradise right there near the shore, (also assuming Peter would have had something to say about it). They were going to the other side! Side note: JUST after this victorious moment with Jesus, with all the high-fives, huge smiles, as they reach the other side, what do they encounter? A demonic attack – see Chapter 5. Principle? Enjoy the victory, but be ready for the next action-packed adventure with Jesus.
May we see and hear what Jesus says, and notice what is going on around Him. Details.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24
*Picture above, artist unknown, but I love it.
Remember
We might say we need to remember that Lincoln is the capital of Nebraska for the seven across answer on a crossword puzzle, or that in ‘1492 Columbus sailed the ocean blue’ – facts, mere facts. However, remembering in the Bible is different; Jewish culture treats remembering as a behavioral response, just as hearing and obeying are synonymous. Some 235+ times remember is mentioned. In the Hebrew, it literally means ‘to properly mark, so as to recognize.’ The first mention is found in the story of Noah. God puts Noah, his family and the animals in a big boat, while outside the rains are in a downpour, the waters rise and the boat stays afloat for many days. “But God remembered Noah and all… and He sent a wind over the earth and the waters receded.” (Genesis 8:1) God remembered, did He temporarily forget? No. The Omniscient God (All-knowing) does not forget. His plan was implemented and in process. He remembers, He rescues and He acts. God marked Noah. Genesis 9, the ark now sits on dry ground, Noah and family are out, the animals disperse, God promises not do THAT again, promise to not destroy everything with water. Sealing the deal, He gives a rainbow as a reminder. We all know the story; God put 
the rainbow in the sky to remind us. Or did He? No, not so much for us.
“I have set My rainbow in the clouds, and it will be the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth. Whenever I bring clouds over the earth and the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will remember My covenant between Me and you and all living creatures of every kind. Never again will the waters become a flood to destroy all life. Whenever the rainbow appears in the clouds, I will see it and remember the everlasting covenant between God and all living creatures of every kind on the earth.” (Genesis 9:13-16 NIV, emphasis mine)
The sign of the rainbow was a reminder to GOD, even though mankind seems to always keep mucking it up, continuing in disobedience – yet when the bow appears, He remembers, His response will be consistent with His covenant. Remember. Isaiah speaks on behalf of God, “I, even I, am He who blots out your transgressions, for My own sake, and remembers your sins no more.” (Isaiah 43:25, see also Hebrews 10) God’s response is consistent with His character, He Himself declares before Moses, “The LORD, the LORD God, merciful and gracious, longsuffering, and abounding in goodness and truth…” (Exodus 34:6)
God often directs His people in the Old Testament to remember their past and all that He had said and done for them: “Remember that you were slaves in Egypt and the LORD your God redeemed you… Remember the Sabbath… Remember the law...” Why? So their behavioral response would reflect relationship, they are His. Remember.
When I was young my dad would often say, “Remember, you’re a DeBus.” It was not said in anticipation that we would forget our last name, he was expecting our behavior reflect the family standard, the standard of ‘minding your manners’ and always leave the campground cleaner than we found it.
Interestingly, Jesus also speaks of remembering. The Last Supper, Jesus instructs the disciples to take the bread and the cup, representing His body and blood and “Do this in remembrance of Me.”(Luke 22, 1 Corinthians 11) His intent was not assuming we’d forget Him throughout the week, and as we walk into church, seeing the elements up front, and think, “Oh, that’s right, I forgot about Jesus.” No, when we come to the table, and partake of the bread and wine, we remember, we remember ALL that He is, all that He did, we remember His covenant, His character, and yes, He expects a response. “The memory of the greatness of the sacrifice should cause the believer to abstain from sin.”* We properly mark and recognize God, a response of worship, of lifestyle. Anytime we encounter a God moment, we should walk away different from when we arrived.
Do we reflect the Family standard? We know God does.
Remember.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
*The Complete Word Study Dictionary of the New Testament.
Just Keep Turning the Pages
Remember when the Israelites were fearful to enter the Promised Land, “But the people there are powerful and the cities are fortified and very large.” (Numbers 13) Just keep turning the pages folks. Joshua chapter 2, (105 pages later) it turns out the people on the other side were more fearful, “I (Rahab) know that the LORD has given this land to you and that a great fear of you has fallen on us, so that all who live in this country are melting in fear because of you.” (v9) The Israelites do crossover, and one of those very large cities, well, the walls just fell down! (Kinda) May we walk courageously against who & what fears us more. Our life is like a book, just keep turning the pages, because God says “I will be with you!” Go God!
In Him, a page turner, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
It is FINISHED, Red Letter Easter!
Have you ever sat and read through the New Testament and read ONLY the words in red? Jesus’ words. For a completely new perspective, I challenge us to do just that. I know context is everything, but let’s step out of the exegesis box (interpreting the scriptures) for a brief moment, to get an amazing snapshot of Jesus, His strength, authority, His love, and compassion.
Without all the narrative, those stand-alone red words pack a powerful punch, knowing they are Jesus. There are dramatic statements, strong commands, and tender words. “Let it be so…” (Matthew 3:15) “It is written…” (Matthew 4:4) “Get up…” (Matthew 9:6) “Take courage it is I…” (Matthew 14:27) “Quiet, be still…” (Mark 4:39) “Come forth …” (John 11:43) “Don’t be afraid just believe…” (Mark 5:36) “What do you want Me to do for you…” (Mark 10:51) “Who do you say I am…” (Luke 9:20) “Then neither do I condemn you...” (John 8:11) “I am He…” (John 18:6).
These are just a few, but there is one more that stands out among the rest. Here I do want to set the context. Jesus is agonizingly set between two thieves. His feet and hands are nailed to a wooden cross. There at the foot of the cross, many mocked, some cried and I am confident there were those in complete silence. After the vinegar water was given to Jesus, He said “It is FINISHED…” (John 19:30 emphasis mine) He then bowed His head and gave up His spirit.
It is finished. (Hang with me, this is GOOD God stuff!) The word in Greek is amazing! Stand back and take in the whole Technicolor filled screen, I don’t think even Steven Spielberg with all his creative genius could convey the scene that was unfolding upon humanity. It is finished, (Tetelestai) “To bring to an end, to fulfill. What is done corresponds to what has been said, ordered or commanded. (“Not My will, but Your will be done.” – Jesus, Luke 22:42, Matthew 26:39) It is accomplishing something not merely to end it, but bring it to perfection for its designed goal.”* (Please read that again) It signifies the successful end to a particular course of action. Grammatically in the Greek, it is a crucial word; it is in the ‘perfect tense.’ Meaning the action was completed in the past with results continuing in the present. Basically, “This happened and it is still in effect TODAY.” One might say, “The gift that keeps on giving.” This is different from ‘past tense’ which points to an event, declaring ‘This happened.’ Nothing more. The end.
NOT our Jesus, He is our NOW God!
As Jesus said this, His blood flowing down His forehead, from His hands and His feet, He declares sharply, His sacrifice, now eliminating the debt owed by mankind … you and me. May we take careful notice, Jesus didn’t say. “I am finished.” That would imply He a mere man and die defeated. Instead, He declares, “It is finished.“ When He died and with His resurrection power, He left no unfinished business behind, He successfully completed the work He came to do.
As the pages turn from Genesis to this very moment, God’s story is fulfilled. Does it end here? No! But the bridge back to the Father is perfected. Jesus rises from the dead triumphantly (Happy Easter) 
engages and commissions the disciples, returns to heaven to reign forever. Now we the church, with the authority given by Jesus Himself, as inspired by Holy Spirit carry on with the red letter commands, statements, and tender words.
Move over Easter Bunny, here comes the risen King! “It is finished!” Relationship offered, relationship restored. May we live each day as a red letter day!
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds.”- Hebrews 10:24)
* Resources: Complete Word Study Dictionary of the New Testament, Greek-English Lexicon of the New Testament, Vine’s Expository of New Testament Words, Strong’s Greek Dictionary, Theological Dictionary of the New Testament, Expository Dictionary of Bible Words, NASB Hebrew-Greek Dictionary, Thayer’s Greek-English Lexicon. Greek Interlinear Bible words it: “He said, “It has been accomplished.” (Yes, I am a God loving, His daughter, geek)
Stand in Awe (Part 1)
This last weekend I had the honor of being one of four speakers at our 2018 Women’s Conference. The theme was ‘Stand in Awe.’ Each of us was given the task to seek God in what He would say through us. AMAZING! Amazing how God orchestrates, weaves His thoughts. Four women of God, all had different topics, but oh (OH!) they connected!
Three months ago, God began to massage a word in me that I can honestly say, I am now happy to have released. It began to build and BUILD until, once I was up speaking, I stepped away from my notes and just let it out! Stand in awe of HIS plan and timing. (Below is an excerpt – more to come)
Genesis chapter one, God created well … just about everything. Genesis two; The narrative slows down and zeros in, we see God creating Adam, putting him in the Garden, giving him instructions; Tend the Garden and don’t eat from that tree over there, the one next to the Tree of Life, do NOT eat from the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil, if you do, you will die. It goes on to tell of God creating Eve. Genesis three: Eve chats it up with the serpent (he does not deserve a capital ‘s’) he twists his words and questions in such a way, doubt spreads across Eve and she eats and shares. Instantly everything changes. Everything.
In their disobedience sin rushes in, God and man(kind) are now in a broken relationship. We all know the rest of the story, we’ve heard it in Sunday School, we skim over it in our yearly ‘Read Thru the Bible.’ God comes and finds the man and woman, He’s ticked off, curses man and snake and kicks man and woman out of the garden. God slaps His hands together and with a heavy sigh, ‘Good riddance and good luck out there.’ – Um, no.
You see the key is in verse 22, (chapter 3). They hadn’t eaten from the Tree of Life (yet) They HAD to leave. HAD to! Adam and Eve were in a fallen state, broken relationship with their God, if they had stayed, they would have eaten from the Tree they DID have permission to eat, they would then live FOREVER – in that fallen state. Yes, God was angry, what father isn’t when his children disobey, but God was grieved over the current relationship, He sending them away was merciful. I can hear the Holy whisper as He points, telling them to go… “It’s Alright, I Have a Plan…” (Please read that out loud in whispered tone… “It’s Alright, I have a Plan!”) If you’re sitting in Starbucks right now, lean over to the person at the next table and tell them, “It’s alright, GOD HAS A PLAN!” The rest of the written Word is the description and history of that plan.
God’s plan. Stepping back to Genesis chapter two. I am in awe of His plan and design of man, His timing, right up front! God created man from the dust of the earth, the dirt (v.7) the earth is now literally part of man’s body, man is biological. To sustain and nurture the body, God provides animal, plant, and mineral and water for him. Again in verse 7, “God breathed into man’s nostrils the breath of life and he became a living being.” In the Hebrew, “He became a living soul.” What design, BRILLIANT! Our bodies need the earth, but our soul, our inner – spirit man needs GOD to be sustained and nurtured. It’s HIS breath in us! Think on that! How often we go to the frig to satisfy our bodily hunger, BUT how often too we go seeking to satisfy the craving of our soul. (Been there, done that – came back starved and completely malnourished!) Throughout scripture, we see again and again of the hunger and thirst, the Psalmist cries, “As the deer pants for the water brooks, So pants my soul for You, O God. My soul thirsts for God, for the living God...” (Psalm 42:1-2) Jesus speaks of this in John 6, He says, “I am the Bread of Life...” He wasn’t talking about feeding our body! Paul too, “All scripture is God-breathed…” (2 Timothy 3:16) God breathed on those writing and breathes also on those reading – sustaining and nurturing. If we are to be healthy and whole on the outside and inside – God created man to NEED Him! BRILLIANT!
It’s alright I have a plan…
More next time…
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Stand in Awe image above was created by Chase at East River Fellowship
Proverbs By a Woman
When reading the Bible it is a great tool to know who the author is, their style and purpose for writing AND to know the audience to whom they pen their words. Example: Often times we read Proverbs 31, before we finish the last verse we are rolling our eyes (us women) and with exhausted breath we exclaim, “MEN!” Thinking Solomon writes this as a jab towards 
women while painting the framework for the domestic super-heroine. With a cape of noble character flowing, as she stands at the city gate, arms strong, at O dark hundred, holding in one hand a spindle and in the other the deed to the field she just bought, whilst onlookers swoon in envy. Yes, the Proverbs 31 woman is a champion among women!
HOWEVER, the opening verse begins with: “The sayings of King Lemuel, an oracle his MOTHER taught him.” (Emphasis mine) The very next verse causes us to reach for a Kleenex, “O my son, son of my womb, O son of my vows…” Some say that the Proverb was written by two different authors, but scholars find no evidence to support the switch of authorship, so I say, the portion of scripture that you either love and embrace or avoid and look away from, were the words of a woman, to the audience of a man. That man felt these words strong enough for himself and strong enough for others.
Interestingly so, among the Jewish culture it is not the young women who are taught to memorize this, verse by verse, but the young men. Now as you re-read the 31 verses of the 31st Proverb, can you see it slightly or even dramatically different? Now can you hear the cheering of a faint voice in the background, the voice of a woman who lovingly desired her son to succeed, succeed as king, succeed as one who speaks up and judges fairly and one who helps his wife succeed (see verse 28, he praises her, he commends her to shine) and thus succeeds as husband. (Go MOM!)
Knowing the author, knowing the audience.
Proverbs by a woman.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
His Word
I have been asked, “What does the Word of God do for you, you personally?” As a Bible teacher, it is a sturdy textbook in my hand, I cannot shake the desire to grab a principle, dissect a word, or research the historical background. But my first gut response is Paul’s words in 2 Timothy 3:16 “All scripture is God-breathed and good for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness.” And this is why? (v17) ”… so that the man (woman) of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work.” (Emphasis mine)
When I read the amazing stories, the Word CONFIRMS. Confirms that I too am human, just as the characters in the bible, I read about Peter and sure enough, I can relate to his ambitious outbursts, not that I would actually crawl out of a boat and attempt walking on water – but I’d do something like
swinging that sword and getting the ear or with all good intentions ask Jesus if we can build forts for the visitors (See Mark 9). Yep… confirms.
God’s Word also gives me COURAGE. I read David’s story, I see the longing of his heart. His running at full speed towards his God at times – he loved and lived. I see also the stupid mistakes (I so appreciate God does not cover up the faults of His heroes) REGARDLESS, he is forever etched in history as ‘the man after Gods own heart.’ THIS gives me courage. In the same breath, it encourages me, taking another’s experience, hearing, observing and learning from it, folding it into my own, and giving me the courage to walk in the same direction.
God’s Word CONFRONTS. I have literally had His word stand in front of me… BOLDLY. I know that sounds weird, but I know that resonates with some of us. If I am behaving in such a way that is not …um… honorable, His word stands against that behavior like a blockade in the road. God’s Word CORRECTS. Since His word is living and active and we are Spirit indwelled, we are to interact with the Word of God. And by golly, if we truly listen at times, it DOES cut to the very marrow (Hebrews 4:12) The Bible is our manual, our guide, God inspired those who penned it, so it’s God’s 
personal letter to us. He will tell us through His word, where we don’t align, give us detailed instruction AND how we are LOVED.
For me, His Word CALLS. It beckons, like when God called out Samuel’s name over and over. It wasn’t man calling – it was God. I’m not speaking about some creepy native drumming sound coming from the corner that we run from, but He calls because His Word COMFORTS. When reading words like “Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for Him, do not fret…” (David, Psalm 37:7) life can be stressful, overwhelming, but His Word waits for us to reach for it and when we do, His Spirit uses it to calm us.
God’s Word confirms, gives courage, it confronts, corrects, comforts and calls. But when all is said and done, it CAPTIVATES me. I am fascinated with the stories, the triumphs, war cries, the bush a flame, mud in the eyes, violent storms, and the unrestrained, uninhibited and abandoned “My Lord and my God!” declaration. HIS Word!
Now, I present the question to YOU. What does God’s Word do for YOU? If your response is a shrug of the shoulder, ask God to grow your passion, He will!
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds” – Hebrews 10:24)
Weigh it Out!
We are busy, life seems to wake up before we do and takes off running. We are spreading ourselves around like seed bearing dandelions on a windy day. 
When in reality at times we lose sight of the ‘X’ (YOU are here) on our daily map.
Paul writes to the Philippians, in his most personal written letter to a church, he thanks them for their generosity and care for him. His theme throughout his letter is joy, fourteen times he speaks of joy. Folded in among his smiling words of affirmation ‘Rejoice… rejoice… don’t be anxious, operate in thanksgiving, peace… (Paraphrasing) he adds yet again one of his lists, oh Paul loved his lists. Chapter 4, “Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable–if anything is excellent or praiseworthy–think about such things.” (v8)
In today’s economy, we really don’t factor in time to think. Most is done on a 
whim, we rely on habit and sadly we just get in line and follow. Interestingly, Paul’s ink dipped word for think isn’t our average ‘quick – consider as we reach for our opinion’ and move on. He is urging us to weigh it out. It takes time, a process. The picture he is painting is likened to one of those old scales the gold miners would use; a valued weight would be placed on one side and their product on the other. THIS is what Paul speaks of, it is a calculating term. Does what consumes my thoughts, what is in front of me, does what I read, what I see, what I deem worthy of spending myself on … equate God and God stuff (true, noble, right, pure, lovely, admirable, excellent and praiseworthy) If it doesn’t, then get it OFF the scale! Plain and simple. He continues with (in short) “Put into practice what you have learned from me and the God of peace will be with you.” (v9)
It is up to us to take pause, evaluate – putting it on the scale – weighing it out – does it equate God …thinking about such things.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
His Name
I am known by many names depending on who is using it. To my parents, I am Diana, (if my full name is used, I am in trouble) to our sons, Mom. To our granddaughter, Gamma. When a Tele-marketer calls, I am Mrs. Southwick (click). Some use endearing names such as Geek, friend and to only one, ‘Sweetheart.’ But to most, I am DeDe.
Our name can define relationship, title, personality and even our character. Pardon me as I reach out a grab my soapbox, and femininely climb up and make myself comfortable for a brief moment. Have you noticed the many different names used referring to God these days, even among church-going folks? I have heard ‘Big Guy in the sky’, ‘Man upstairs’ or ‘Dude with the rules.’ For some, using these lessens the impact. Or so they think. I am going to be extremely blunt. “Jesus.” Many avoid using it; many toss it around haphazardly like a used empty Coke cup, confirming no value to them. Some try whispering His name as not to offend. Folks Jesus is offensive. Just the mere fact of Who He is. He upset the ancient known world, He is the Son of the Most High God, Creator of all things, the Word became flesh, the One Who one day will ride on a white horse wearing the title 
‘King of Kings and Lord of Lords!’ (head bowed) He is so NOT the norm, so other. In light of that statement, we are SMALL, so very very VERY small in comparison, and most don’t – like – that.
Let’s face it; the mere mention of Jesus’ name can invoke action from the heavenly realm, so we better – be – oh – so – careful of its use. I was once in a restaurant and a gentleman used Jesus’ full name (if you will) in an unrespectful way. Being bold I calmly, not in a scolding way, politely said, “I really don’t think He is going to respond when you talk to Him like that.” The look on his quieted face and taken aback countenance … priceless!
Let’s bring it home. How do we, followers of Christ, lovers of God address Him? Does it reflect respect, an authoritative figure, and relationship? How do we refer to our God in conversation with others, and in the most intimate prayer times, or just in our thought life?
Paul wrote under the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, “Therefore God has highly exalted him and bestowed on him the name that is above every name, so that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father.” (Philippians 2:9-11)
May we NEVER shy away from or dumby down from using His name with respect and honor. (Climbing down carefully from my well-built and quite fashionable box)
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
A Marked Process
Have you ever asked a question of God, and then realize months later He is answering it? I recently realized the process I am in. Here lies such an answering. Months ago, perhaps nearly a year, I began a study of Peter – fascinating fellow. He was honest, didn’t hold much back, he was first out of the boat, the one who ran, (and not so good with a sword) and at times spoke or acted before he gave much thought. I can so relate! I too have had numerous episodes of “Oh, did I say that out loud!” However, I got as far as, “I, Simon Peter, am a servant…”
“I, Simon Peter, am a servant and apostle of Jesus Christ… Grace and peace to you many times over as you deepen in your experience with God and Jesus, our Master.” (2 Peter 1:1-2)
I asked the Lord, “Show me what a servant is.” May I express with a 
humorous twist, “What on earth was I THINKING – am I NUTS!” When I ask God to show me something, I should know by now, that means willingly being dragged through the transformation of first-hand learning, which usually results in me kicking and screaming the whole way. (Breathe)
The word servant here is HUGE, literally meaning, a bondservant. I have revisited pages and pages of handwritten notes, as I explored the topic, I was dumbfounded, and perhaps that is why it has taken me a year to process further. Bondservant, doulos (In the Greek). Paul literally declared it, James said it too, it was even said of Moses, and yes, said of Jesus Himself. A bondservant is one who gives himself/herself up in devotion to another, disregarding their own interest or gain. It is completely and utterly becoming selfless and surrendering… all. Surrendering all to the one person you formally accepted as supreme authority over your life.
In the book of Exodus, (chapter 21) it speaks of the boundaries of Hebrew slavery. In short, if a Hebrew slave serves for six years, on the seventh year they shall go free. “But if the servant declares ‘I love my master…’ then his master shall take him to the door or the doorpost and pierce his ear with an awl. Then he will be marked his servant for life.” (vv 5-6 emphasis mine).
Servant.
It truly is a process. A marked process. Just when I think I have laid it all down, I look behind me and there it is …more. More of me. More attitude, more selfishness, more. I am, however, confident my ever patient Master is pleased with my progress, (laughs at times) but pleased. He knows my heart. I too have a pierced right ear, with a diamond stud that my husband placed there at my request on our wedding day, signifying, my surrendering again of God’s supreme authority over my life and our life.
As Peter declared, “Grace and peace to you many times over as you deepen in your experience with God and Jesus, our Master.”
Bondservant.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
What Do You See in the Clay?
Questions. Sometimes questions can boggle the mind like those autostereograms, you know the pictures you have to stare at for a while, relaxing your eyes, and soon (hopefully) the embedded image appears. Recently in my devotional time, I sensed God gently ask me, “What do you see in the clay?” What kind of question is that? Clay? Who was talking about clay?
Well, apparently, God was about to.
To the clay, I go. John chapter 9, Jesus sees a blind man. The disciples, in learning mode, ask Jesus, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus responds, “Neither this man, nor his parents, but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life…” Life, stuff happens to good people, yet – what an awesome opportunity for God to display grace, healing, love, and mercy. Jesus proceeds to heal the man, “When He had said these things, He spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva;and He anointed the eyes of the blind man with the clay.” (v.6) He then tells the man to go and wash, later the man testifies of Jesus healing him.
“What do you see in the clay?” I noticed the story begins with Jesus seeing the man, (John 9:1) of course the blind man could not see Him. I see Jesus coming, coming to a situation that is waiting … for HIM. In the clay is Jesus’ DNA, He offers a part of Himself, (it’s in the spit folks!) He didn’t even ask the blind man, He just applied the clay. But the story doesn’t stop there, the soon to be the formerly blind man, had to act in obedience, go and wash. That he did. Yet, this healing is NOT just for the man, it is for those around him as well. Following the clay, the washing, the healing, 
others were captured by Jesus. What a testimony.“One thing I know: that though I was blind, now I see.” (v. 25)
“What do you see in the clay?” I see that YOU see us, You don’t look past us, we are not invisible to You, seeing the details of our life. You see us even when we may be blinded by a list of causes that have no end. You see us, concerned not by the hows/whys, but only Your call to act. We too are called to participate, You point, we go & do. Your gracious move in our life is not for us alone, it is an opportunity for others to see the ‘formerly‘ and see You in and through our lives.
The clay is just the beginning.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
(Pssst… the picture above contains a heart)
Not There Yet
In conversations, and sharing life with others; we share our joys, our sorrows, and our experiences. Have you noticed in these, we too share our comparisons? We mask them with closing statements of “I’m not there yet.” Not there yet? Meaning, there is a goal, and we fall short. THERE is the carrot, and we are ever running after it, tumbling, tripping along the way – but THERE it is. We are here, and NOT there. We want to do and be 
something other than we are.
I am learning our there can only be found in God. HE is the blueprint Designer of our life. (read that again) Not friends, not co-workers, not church leaders and most assuredly not ourselves. The sad thing about the not there yet concept, we are continually striving, reaching for there, yet fail to live in and appreciate the NOW! Don’t get me wrong, we are called to growth, but not set in the environment of defeat!
Remember the story of Hagar, (poor gal) she was a by-product of Abram’s detour, he treks off to Egypt due to lack of food in the area and while there, acquires massive amounts of animals and what else? Maidservants. (Genesis 12:16) She was just being obedient when told to go to Abe’s tent … etc … etc … etc. (see chapter 16) Following this, where did she find herself? In the ‘ick’ of life. If I could interject just for a moment, the struggle we all face, the thought, the attitude, “If I were a better woman/man, I would __________ ” (and we fill in the blank). We are our best critic; we long to be and do it ALL better. Yet when we don’t, our mindset is, ‘just not there yet,’ and consider ourselves a failure.
I am sure Hagar felt the same way, if I were a better woman, a better servant, I could handle this. Hurt, frustrated, and confused, she takes off and runs away. Yet God found her, where she was. He called her by name, it wasn’t “Hey you, over there, yep you the one that everyone hates, the one who didn’t get it right,” He called her by name, “Hagar.”
God asks her questions, not that He doesn’t know the answers, but by asking these questions, God is inviting her to process through the ‘stuff’ with 
Him. “Where have you come from and where are you going? She shares her ‘ick’, and God encourages her with His promises. What a deal, our ick for His promises! I love how she wraps up her time with God; she calls Him El Roi… “You are the God who sees ME, for I have now seen the One who sees ME.” (v 13, emphasis mine)
The next time we are tempted to believe the LIE that since we are not there yet, we are not good enough. Instead, we focus on here and now, where God sees us! He calls us by name and extends love, grace, mercy, and strength.
Loved one, do you need to be seen by the One who sees you? He does. Hear His whisper, “I see YOU!” I see you NOW, who & what you are NOW, I will not love you any more than I do now, when you get to where you think you need to be!”
Looking to His design, ever growing, not there yet, but by golly, He sees me here and now. (Head bowed).
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
The Skill of the Dance
Ever felt a roughness in your spirit? How about your emotions wound so tight you fear you may snap like a rubber band. Or your mind packed with tangled thoughts and it would take a convention full OCD participants to align them all for you. A few years ago, I was in such a place. Knowing I needed to do something; I went to visit two dear friends on their 113-acre cattle farm in Western Washington. Getting out of the city and to the quiet of the country is exactly what I needed. Sitting in the backyard, the clouds caught my attention, white and fluffy, moving ever so slowly.What rhythm I thought, they were peaceful, going in the direction they were created to, beautifully orchestrated.
Later I drove to a nearby small town; I walked down to the docks where the sea water comes into the bay. Contemplating, I sat on a bench, in the distance I saw a kayak approaching with two people in it. There it was again … rhythm; they lifted and set down, lifted and set down the oars with such 
grace. This is when it dawned on me, what it was I had been sensing that last couple of weeks. Rhythm. My rhythm with the Lord (if you will) had somehow been disrupted, whether by lack of focus or disobedience. This affected my perspectives, attitudes, and responses and yes, my emotions.
The Lord gave me a picture of dancing. Slow – graceful, elegant unity, like that of ballroom dancing. Yet to have the smooth rhythm and glide across the floor, there can only be One who leads. This is what the Father wants from me, that my walk with Him be a graceful dance, He as the leader. Remember when Israel stepped away from God, (AGAIN). Isaiah spoke on God’s behalf, “O people of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will be gracious if you ask for help. He will surely respond to the sound of your cries.” (30:19) He continues with “Your own ears will hear Him. Right behind you, a voice will say, “This is the way you should go,” whether to the right or to the left.” (v21)
Up until this moment, I had only been able to squeak out an “O God!” Now I knew what I had to do. Early the next morning I took my headset of worship music and Bible and headed down to the pasture. I was going to seek out my dance Partner. The grazing land follows the river down and around a bend. To get to my favorite spot, I had to walk through the tall wet grass and um … cow… ‘stuff.’ As I stepped over and around these spots, I thought, if we want to meet with the Lord bad enough, sometimes we have to go through the stuff to get there.
I was regaining my rhythm, but to do so I had to stop, confess and acknowledge that I had been trying to lead. Which wasn’t working out great by the way. Jesus spoke to this, “Come to Me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Walk with Me and work with Me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with Me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” (Matthew 11:28-30 MSG, emphasis mine)
Does reading this help identify what you may be experiencing, have you lost YOUR rhythm? When was the last time you went dancing or dance class? Make time to get away, just you and your dancing Partner, and focus on Him. Do as He says, grab your Bible, perhaps walk through some muck. It will take a lifetime to learn the skill of the dance, but to sense and obey His word and touch can be beautiful as we follow along in the music of life.
Dancing.
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Godly Muttering
I am a people watcher. What a royal hoot to sit and just observe those around us. The mall is my favorite, so many folks going about their business. They carry bags, purses, pushing strollers and some are sitting on benches watching … ME! Have you ever observed someone walking just beyond you and talking and there is no apparent person with them, they just… talk. Strange yes, but 
we simply shrug it off.
Talking to oneself is extremely biblical, (within the context of sane reality) The Psalmist expresses in Psalm 119:15-16 “I meditate on Your precepts and consider Your ways. I delight in Your decrees; I will not neglect Your word.” (Emphasis mine) In the Hebrew, meditation means, ‘to rehearse in one’s mind, and to ponder.’ Yet it is more, it literally means to mutter, to converse with oneself. Those of ancient Israel would be found working in the fields, or atop a hill watching their herd all the while, they were muttering to themselves. This was a way of life. They would recite aloud to themselves the ways of God and His word. Reinforcing and strengthening his understanding by meditating on verses over and over. Speaking God’s word (out loud) reinforces it in our heart, allowing our heart to hear what our head is thinking.
Rick Warren profoundly, yet in simple terms wrote, “Meditation is focused thinking. It takes serious effort. You select a verse and reflect on it over and over again… if you know how to worry, you already know how to meditate.” (Purpose Driven Life) He continues with “No other habit can do more to transform your life and make you more like Jesus than daily reflection on scripture.” What we are doing is taking the Word, ingesting it and digesting it, allowing it to become a part of us. A really poor analogy is that of a cow chewing his cud. Throughout the day he works to gather, bite and chew the grass, then later as he relaxes he begins to re-chew the grass. He brings it up from his gut. I believe God wants us to have His word in our gut, pass our head, deep-deep down. I’ve known folks who when they speak you can tell God’s word is so deep within them, their gut is FULL of God’s word.
Our society and our schedules give very little time to think or reflect. Let alone 
talk it out loud. We are conditioned by our culture to NOT think, (generally speaking) resulting in the inability to reason effectively. One of the biggest contributors to this is TV and movies. The average scene is 3 seconds (SECONDS!) We are conditioned to think and jump from one thing to another so quickly that in a sense we have to be stimulated and entertained to pay attention. Sadly we take this into our relationship with Jesus and His word. Most things do NOT come in 3 seconds, they take time, time to ponder, muse and mutter over. This week, as we sit with God’s word, reading it methodically, may we take the time to THINK and SPEAK it, (again and again). Holy Spirit we invite You to rub it in our heart, effectively causing it to become a part of us.
So, YES… talk to yourself… keep on muttering!
In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)
Inspired Fountain 