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A Marked Process

Have you ever asked a question of God, and then realize months later He is answering it? I recently realized the process I am in.   Here lies such an answering.  Months ago, perhaps nearly a year, I began a study of Peter – fascinating fellow.  He was honest, didn’t hold much back, he was first out of the boat, the one who ran, (and not so good with a sword) and at times spoke or acted before he gave much thought.  I can so relate! I too have had numerous episodes of “Oh, did I say that out loud!”  However, I got as far as, “I, Simon Peter, am a servant…”

I, Simon Peter, am a servant and apostle of Jesus Christ… Grace and peace to you many times over as you deepen in your experience with God and Jesus, our Master.” (2 Peter 1:1-2)

I asked the Lord, “Show me what a servant is.” May I express with a humorous twist, “What on earth was I THINKING – am I NUTS!” When I ask God to show me something, I should know by now, that means willingly being dragged through the transformation of first-hand learning, which usually results in me kicking and screaming the whole way. (Breathe)

The word servant here is HUGE, literally meaning, a bondservant.  I have revisited pages and pages of handwritten notes, as I explored the topic, I was dumbfounded, and perhaps that is why it has taken me a year to process further.  Bondservant, doulos (In the Greek).   Paul literally declared it, James said it too, it was even said of Moses, and yes, said of Jesus Himself. A bondservant is one who gives himself/herself up in devotion to another, disregarding their own interest or gain. It is completely and utterly becoming selfless and surrendering… all.  Surrendering all to the one person you formally accepted as supreme authority over your life.

In the book of Exodus, (chapter 21) it speaks of the boundaries of Hebrew slavery. In short, if a Hebrew slave serves for six years, on the seventh year they shall go free. “But if the servant declares ‘I love my master…’ then his master shall take him to the door or the doorpost and pierce his ear with an awl. Then he will be marked his servant for life.” (vv 5-6 emphasis mine).

Servant.

It truly is a process.  A marked process. Just when I think I have laid it all down, I look behind me and there it is …more. More of me.  More attitude, more selfishness, more.  I am, however, confident my ever patient Master is pleased with my progress, (laughs at times) but pleased.  He knows my heart.  I too have a pierced right ear, with a diamond stud that my husband placed there at my request on our wedding day, signifying, my surrendering again of God’s supreme authority over my life and our life.

As Peter declared, “Grace and peace to you many times over as you deepen in your experience with God and Jesus, our Master.”

Bondservant.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

 

What Do You See in the Clay?

Questions. Sometimes questions can boggle the mind like those autostereograms, you know the pictures you have to stare at for a while, relaxing your eyes, and soon (hopefully) the embedded image appears.  Recently in my devotional time, I sensed God gently ask me, “What do you see in the clay?”  What kind of question is that?  Clay?  Who was talking about clay?

Well, apparently, God was about to.

To the clay, I go.  John chapter 9, Jesus sees a blind man. The disciples, in learning mode, ask Jesus, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” Jesus responds, “Neither this man, nor his parents, but this happened so that the work of God might be displayed in his life…”   Life,  stuff happens to good people, yet – what an awesome opportunity for God to display grace, healing, love, and mercy. Jesus proceeds to heal the man, “When He had said these things, He spat on the ground and made clay with the saliva;and He anointed the eyes of the blind man with the clay.” (v.6)  He then tells the man to go and wash, later the man testifies of Jesus healing him.

What do you see in the clay?”  I noticed the story begins with Jesus seeing the man, (John 9:1) of course the blind man could not see Him. I see Jesus coming, coming to a situation that is waiting … for HIM. In the clay is Jesus’ DNA, He offers a part of Himself, (it’s in the spit folks!)  He didn’t even ask the blind man, He just applied the clay. But the story doesn’t stop there, the soon to be the formerly blind man, had to act in obedience, go and wash. That he did. Yet, this healing is NOT just for the man, it is for those around him as well. Following the clay, the washing, the healing, others were captured by Jesus. What a testimony.“One thing I know: that though I was blind, now I see.”  (v. 25)

What do you see in the clay?” I see that YOU see us, You don’t look past us, we are not invisible to You, seeing the details of our life. You see us even when we may be blinded by a list of causes that have no end.  You see us, concerned not by the hows/whys, but only Your call to act.  We too are called to participate, You point, we go & do.  Your gracious move in our life is not for us alone, it is an opportunity for others to see the ‘formerly‘ and see You in and through our lives.

The clay is just the beginning.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

(Pssst… the picture above contains a heart)

Not There Yet

In conversations, and sharing life with others; we share our joys, our sorrows, and our experiences. Have you noticed in these, we too share our comparisons? We mask them with closing statements of “I’m not there yet.” Not there yet? Meaning, there is a goal, and we fall short. THERE is the carrot, and we are ever running after it, tumbling, tripping along the way – but THERE it is.  We are here, and NOT there. We want to do and be something other than we are.

I am learning our there can only be found in God. HE is the blueprint Designer of our life.  (read that again) Not friends, not co-workers, not church leaders and most assuredly not ourselves. The sad thing about the not there yet concept, we are continually striving, reaching for there, yet fail to live in and appreciate the NOW! Don’t get me wrong, we are called to growth, but not set in the environment of defeat!

Remember the story of Hagar, (poor gal) she was a by-product of Abram’s detour, he treks off to Egypt due to lack of food in the area and while there, acquires massive amounts of animals and what else?  Maidservants. (Genesis 12:16) She was just being obedient when told to go to Abe’s tent … etc … etc … etc. (see chapter 16) Following this, where did she find herself? In the ‘ick’ of life. If I could interject just for a moment, the struggle we all face,  the thought, the attitude, “If I were a better woman/man, I would __________ ” (and we fill in the blank). We are our best critic; we long to be and do it ALL better. Yet when we don’t, our mindset is, ‘just not there yet,’ and consider ourselves a failure.

I am sure Hagar felt the same way, if I were a better woman, a better servant, I could handle this. Hurt, frustrated, and confused, she takes off and runs away. Yet God found her, where she was. He called her by name, it wasn’t “Hey you, over there, yep you the one that everyone hates, the one who didn’t get it right,” He called her by name, “Hagar.”

God asks her questions, not that He doesn’t know the answers, but by asking these questions, God is inviting her to process through the ‘stuff’ with Him. “Where have you come from and where are you going?  She shares her ‘ick’, and God encourages her with His promises. What a deal, our ick for His promises!  I love how she wraps up her time with God; she calls Him El Roi… “You are the God who sees ME, for I have now seen the One who sees ME.” (v 13, emphasis mine)

The next time we are tempted to believe the LIE that since we are not there yet, we are not good enough. Instead, we focus on here and now, where God sees us!  He calls us by name and extends love, grace, mercy, and strength.

Loved one, do you need to be seen by the One who sees you?  He does. Hear His whisper, “I see YOU!”  I see you NOW, who & what you are NOW, I will not love you any more than I do now, when you get to where you think you need to be!”  

Looking to His design, ever growing, not there yet, but by golly, He sees me here and now. (Head bowed).

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

The Skill of the Dance

Ever felt a roughness in your spirit? How about your emotions wound so tight you fear you may snap like a rubber band. Or your mind packed with tangled thoughts and it would take a convention full OCD participants to align them all for you. A few years ago, I was in such a place. Knowing I needed to do something; I went to visit two dear friends on their 113-acre cattle farm in Western Washington. Getting out of the city and to the quiet of the country is exactly what I needed. Sitting in the backyard, the clouds caught my attention, white and fluffy, moving ever so slowly.What rhythm I thought, they were peaceful, going in the direction they were created to, beautifully orchestrated.

Later I drove to a nearby small town; I walked down to the docks where the sea water comes into the bay. Contemplating, I sat on a bench, in the distance I saw a kayak approaching with two people in it. There it was again … rhythm; they lifted and set down, lifted and set down the oars with such grace. This is when it dawned on me, what it was I had been sensing that last couple of weeks. Rhythm. My rhythm with the Lord (if you will) had somehow been disrupted, whether by lack of focus or disobedience. This affected my perspectives, attitudes, and responses and yes, my emotions.

The Lord gave me a picture of dancing. Slow – graceful, elegant unity, like that of ballroom dancing. Yet to have the smooth rhythm and glide across the floor, there can only be One who leads. This is what the Father wants from me, that my walk with Him be a graceful dance, He as the leader.   Remember when Israel stepped away from God, (AGAIN). Isaiah spoke on God’s behalf, “O people of Zion, who live in Jerusalem, you will weep no more. He will be gracious if you ask for help. He will surely respond to the sound of your cries.” (30:19) He continues with “Your own ears will hear Him. Right behind you, a voice will say, “This is the way you should go,” whether to the right or to the left.” (v21)

Up until this moment, I had only been able to squeak out an “O God!” Now I knew what I had to do. Early the next morning I took my headset of worship music and Bible and headed down to the pasture. I was going to seek out my dance Partner. The grazing land follows the river down and around a bend. To get to my favorite spot, I had to walk through the tall wet grass and um … cow… ‘stuff.’ As I stepped over and around these spots, I thought, if we want to meet with the Lord bad enough, sometimes we have to go through the stuff to get there.

I was regaining my rhythm, but to do so I had to stop, confess and acknowledge that I had been trying to lead.  Which wasn’t working out great by the way. Jesus spoke to this, “Come to Me, all of you who are weary and carry heavy burdens, and I will give you rest. Walk with Me and work with Me—watch how I do it. Learn the unforced rhythms of grace. I won’t lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you. Keep company with Me and you’ll learn to live freely and lightly.” (Matthew 11:28-30 MSG, emphasis mine)

Does reading this help identify what you may be experiencing, have you lost YOUR rhythm? When was the last time you went dancing or dance class? Make time to get away, just you and your dancing Partner, and focus on Him. Do as He says, grab your Bible, perhaps walk through some muck.  It will take a lifetime to learn the skill of the dance, but to sense and obey His word and touch can be beautiful as we follow along in the music of life.

Dancing.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

Godly Muttering

I am a people watcher. What a royal hoot to sit and just observe those around us. The mall is my favorite, so many folks going about their business. They carry bags, purses, pushing strollers and some are sitting on benches watching … ME!  Have you ever observed someone walking just beyond you and talking and there is no apparent person with them, they just… talk.  Strange yes, but we simply shrug it off.

Talking to oneself is extremely biblical, (within the context of sane reality) The Psalmist expresses in Psalm 119:15-16 “I meditate on Your precepts and consider Your ways. I delight in Your decrees; I will not neglect Your word.”  (Emphasis mine)  In the Hebrew, meditation means, ‘to rehearse in one’s mind, and to ponder.’ Yet it is more, it literally means to mutter, to converse with oneself. Those of ancient Israel would be found working in the fields, or atop a hill watching their herd all the while, they were muttering to themselves. This was a way of life. They would recite aloud to themselves the ways of God and His word. Reinforcing and strengthening his understanding by meditating on verses over and over. Speaking God’s word (out loud) reinforces it in our heart, allowing our heart to hear what our head is thinking.

Rick Warren profoundly, yet in simple terms wrote, “Meditation is focused thinking. It takes serious effort. You select a verse and reflect on it over and over again… if you know how to worry, you already know how to meditate.” (Purpose Driven Life)  He continues with “No other habit can do more to transform your life and make you more like Jesus than daily reflection on scripture.”   What we are doing is taking the Word, ingesting it and digesting it, allowing it to become a part of us. A really poor analogy is that of a cow chewing his cud. Throughout the day he works to gather, bite and chew the grass, then later as he relaxes he begins to re-chew the grass. He brings it up from his gut. I believe God wants us to have His word in our gut, pass our head, deep-deep down.  I’ve known folks who when they speak you can tell God’s word is so deep within them, their gut is FULL of God’s word.

Our society and our schedules give very little time to think or reflect. Let alone talk it out loud. We are conditioned by our culture to NOT think, (generally speaking) resulting in the inability to reason effectively. One of the biggest contributors to this is TV and movies. The average scene is 3 seconds (SECONDS!) We are conditioned to think and jump from one thing to another so quickly that in a sense we have to be stimulated and entertained to pay attention. Sadly we take this into our relationship with Jesus and His word.  Most things do NOT come in 3 seconds, they take time, time to ponder, muse and mutter over. This week, as we sit with God’s word, reading it methodically, may we take the time to THINK and SPEAK it, (again and again). Holy Spirit we invite You to rub it in our heart, effectively causing it to become a part of us.

So, YES… talk to yourself… keep on muttering!

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love and good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

Rock Solid

I have often heard of Jesus’ name emphasis of Simon to Peter as a declaration of Peter being crowned as head of the church, due to Jesus calling him Peter and then give the reference to a rock, where many assume are the same. Period. Let’s go home.  Nope.  If we take a step forward, lean in and look at the language, the message is something so much deeper.  Matthew 16, Jesus asks the guys “Who do people say I am?”  They respond, “John the Baptist, Elijah, Jeremiah and perhaps one of the Prophets.”  Alrighty then, “But who do YOU say I am?” Jesus asked.  The outspoken Peter replies, “You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God.”  To which Jesus says, “Blessed are you, Simon, there it is – right there! For you didn’t get this all on your own, your buddies didn’t tell you, but My Father told you, and you are Peter and on this rock I will build My church and the gates of hell won’t be able to conquer it.” (vv17-18, paraphrased, emphasis mine)

If we were to take a peek behind the word Peter (‘petros’) and rock (‘petra’) which is the foundation of the church, they are indeed two different words (or word forms) Petros (Peter) meaning a rock, a stone.  According to many scholars, this stone is a piece or fragment of a rock that might be thrown or easily moved.  Now petra (rock) is literally a mass of rock.  Two different pictures represented. (see photo above) One is easily moved, the other huge and strong enough to build a house on: “Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and puts them into practice is like a wise man who built his house on the rock (petra). The rain came down, the streams rose, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had its foundation on the rock (petra).” (Jesus, Matthew 7:24-25 NIV)

The foundation of the church is not the man Peter, it is the solid believing faith and testimony concerning Jesus, “You are the Christ, the Son of the Living God.”  Which is unchangeable, immovable and strong enough to hold against the stuff that hell would attempt to throw.  (Applause erupts!)

May we be like Peter, hear God, with heart acceptance and rock-solid confession of faith.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

Word for 2018?

Words. Amazing things.  One word alone can alter your day, your moment.  At the rollover of each new year, I begin asking the Lord for a word.  One word that may describe His emphasis on me, perhaps His finger that points in a new direction or most assuredly a word to study. In the past, I have been given words like regardless and last year, believe.

As I sat quietly with bible in hand, I was taken to Psalm 119, a beautiful piece of poetry, yet full of divine direction. As I read I stopped short at verse 30, meaning there were 146 more verses to go, but here is where I stopped, here is where God points.  It is known to scholars that King David wrote these words, it is from his dipped quill, “I have chosen the way of faithfulness; I set Your rules before me.” Perhaps not for you, but for me, these words dance, yet one curiously stands boldly among the rest. “I have set Your rules before me.”

Quickly turning to other resources, it all exploded with imagery. I was taken to another of David’s writings, “I have set the LORD always before me, because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.” (Psalm 16:8 NIV)  Set.  The word is shavah, (in the Hebrew) its meaning is to level, to equalize; figuratively it is to resemble; by implication, to adjust.  The picture it paints is placing God, and God’s word in front of me, like a permanent placemat at the table, with the goal to be found resembling Him and His word, does what I say and do measure ‘level’ with Him?   I can see from here, the bulk of my 2018 will indeed be ‘to adjust.’  This word is challenging and comforting at the same time.   I look forward to coming to the table, having it pre-determined and purposely set and ready.  I have set You and Your word before me. (Go God!)

Perhaps you too would ask God for a word. In doing so, Holy Spirit whisper that word to us continually over the course of 2018.  May we look for it, for YOU with anticipation and expectation.  We invite You Holy Spirit, come with grace and power enabling us to respond in devotional active obedience!

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

 

Post Christmas

Christmas wrap, empty boxes and plates holding just cookie crumbs, oh and Kohls ‘After Christmas Sale’ screaming on the television. The day after. With all the prior busy bustling, we can be emotionally drained.  “Now what?”  With faint whispers of Away in the Manger, Christmas is now a LONG count away on the calendar.   May we calm our heart and see Him, still here, always.

For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given and the government shall be on His shoulders. And He will be called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.” (Isaiah 9:6)

Isaiah prophetically describes Jesus with beautiful strong attributes.  He is Wonderful, Mighty and Everlasting. Everlasting, we all have this thing about time don’t we, I am not necessarily patient with time. Yet, time is a divine issue.  Solomon writes, “God has made everything beautiful for its own time. He has planted eternity in the human heart, but even so, people cannot see the whole scope of God’s work from beginning to end. (Ecclesiastes 3:11)

God is everlasting, meaning He is not limited to the present. His everlasting faithfulness and goodness – to us – follows us – is here with us and precedes us. It is progressive. I see it like one of those funny long conveyor belt ‘walking spaces’ at the airport, where all you have to do is step on it and off you go. It is moving ahead of you, moving where you are, and moving behind you. In a sense the ‘everlasting’ walking space. THAT is our God, He is here, behind us, and ahead of us. Ever try to go back on that walk thingy? What a waste of energy, each step seems delayed and unproductive.  It is designed to help us and to go forward.

In this post-Christmas season and a new year fast approaching, may we truly see Him, as our Everlasting Father. The one who directs and decides our walking space, (all we have to do is step on) the One with us, here now, the ever-present Presence. He is, and will be – with His committed love, His promises, His extended grace, and mercy.  The author of Hebrews writes “… he that cometh to God must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of them that diligently seek Him.” (Hebrews 11:6) He is.  This season of our life – God is. Wisdom needed – God is. In our personal challenges – God is. Tomorrow’s concerns – God is.

We may not be able to see beginning to end, but we can trust and enjoy the ride!

God is.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

Christmas Peace

Christmas. Just the word alone brings a soft glow to the soul. Warm crackling fire, hot chocolate and watching Jimmy Stewart as George Bailey yelling “Mary!” as he runs through the old drafty house. Peace.

Isaiah prophesied centuries before Luke penned his gospel saying: “For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given, and the government will be on His shoulders. He will be called Wonderful, Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace.”  (Isaiah 9:6) Fast forward to Luke 2:14, when the angels appear to the shepherds: “Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, good will toward men.” Peace had come to earth.

Biblical peace (in the Greek) is ‘to set at one again,’ – the picture is something that has once been erected has toppled over. Chaos, strife, irritation, unrest even war are the results. Once it is set back, PEACE is the result; all is in its rightful place. Remember Adam and Eve sinning in the garden?  (Thanks, guys!) The original design, ‘God and man’ had been ‘toppled over.’ Gone were the daily walks together in the garden. Jesus came, setting things back in the right place, God and man in right relationship.  “The Word became flesh (Jesus) and made His dwelling among us. We have seen His glory, the glory of the One and Only, Who came from the Father, full of grace and truth.” John 1:14 (emphasis mine) It may not be the Garden, but God again walking with us. Emmanuel, oh the ‘with us’ of God!  Jesus, peace on earth, the Prince of Peace. Peace is a Person.

One of my favorite Christmas carols, “Hark the herald angels sing “Glory to the newborn King! Peace on earth and mercy mild, God and sinners reconciled.” After 400 years, the angels break the silence with the spectacular news. Such theology dripping from this song: Jesus, Peace, God back on earth, setting things right again. God and sinners reconciled.

Peace is not only a Person, but a position. “But now in Christ Jesus, you who once were far away have been brought near through the blood of Christ. For He Himself is our peace …for through Him we both have access to the Father by one Spirit.” (Ephesians 2:13-14) We are now back where we were originally designed to be, right-standing relationship with God, giving full access and able to come into His presence.  Paul declares this point, “Since we have been justified through faith we have PEACE with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.” (Romans 5:1)   Peace is a God thing.  Man cannot create peace in his own soul, it is not part of the package deal, in the sense; it does not come attached to intelligence – fame – wealth.  It is the result of Jesus’ presence, Jesus’ Lordship, and Jesus being walked & lived.   Peace is position.

Because of our sinful nature and our perpetual continuing to do so, John strongly declares “If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” (1 John 1:9) This is written to the Christian, as we confess, we are saying the same thing about our situation that God does.  We are now in full agreement; we realign with what God says. To stop doing something we have to start doing something else.  I don’t stop standing until I START walking.   In this process, we are taking what was ‘toppled over’ returning to the original design and bringing Jesus back to His rightful peaceful place. We mess up, we get cleaned up. Peace restored.  Peace is a process.

The increase of peace accompanies the increase of Christ’s governing power over our lives. Colossians 3:15 “Let the peace of Christ RULE in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful.” If I want peace in my heart, I allow Jesus to RULE in my heart.  He is King, I bow to Him as King, giving Him the rightful place on the throne of my life. A continually challenge indeed! We will know peace to the degree that we bow to Jesus.   It is NOT about peaceful circumstances, it is obedience, His voice over our own, God doesn’t come to take sides, He comes to TAKE OVER. Peace is a posture, a bowed, get OFF the throne, posture.    (Head bowed)

This Christmas may we pause and consider wholeheartedly, the Person, position, process, and posture of peace.  Yes, Peace had indeed come to earth, Prince of Peace.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

Selah, Pause & Praise

Fast. Busy. Our lives tend to ramble from one thing to another in quick motion. On the go, our pockets buzz with Twitter, Instagram, texting and of course Facebook, all the while #hashtagging each moment of each day. Fast. Busy. Tired.

I have one word. Selah

“But Thou, O LORD, art a shield for me;
my glory and the lifter up of mine head.
I cried unto the LORD with my voice
and He heard me out of His holy hill.
Selah
” – King David, Psalm 3:3-4

Selah is used seventy-four times in the Bible. All but three are in the Psalms (Yes, I sat in church and read every one of them – sorry Pastor, a bit distracted) the others are in the Prayer of Habakkuk, (3:3, 3:9, 3:13) The purest meaning of the word is unknown, one resource states it is so old, ancient rabbis were unsure of the precise meaning. I even read, due to its seemly random usage, Selah is the word used by David when he broke a string.  (HA!) Some commentaries totally crack me up!

A common thread that I found among the scholars is that ‘Selah’ is one of the most difficult Hebrew words to define. It is tucked among various circumstances of life and battle. I observed it is known as a musical or liturgical note indicating a transition – a suspension of music, Crescendo or musical interlude. One resource conveys Selah speaks to the musician as to ‘take a breath’- to pause. Another suggests ‘to lift up’ one can say, ‘to hang up the instrument.’  In summary, most scholars believe that it indicates either a rest or a pause of the voice or instrument, or to rest and reflect on the preceding words, meditating on the depth of insight. It is thought to be rendered from two Hebrew words: Salal, to extol and praise, and salah, to pause.

Oh, how WE need selah! How many of us need to gracefully transition from one circumstance to another. To ‘hang up our instrument’ of distraction (if you will) for just a bit: phone, computer, tablet. Selah.  When was the last time we paused and praised? We stood still and took a breather. A serious breather!  When was the last time we rested and truly became aware of Who God is, and what He is doing? Selah.

The Psalm above was written when David was being pursued by his ‘seeking the throne for his own’ son, Absalom. He opens the Psalm with, “O LORD, how many are my foes! How many rise up against me! Many are saying, “God will not deliver him.” Selah  Can you hear the earnest tone, the anguish of heart? Verse 3: BUT YOU are my shield around me, O LORD, YOU bestow glory on me and lift up my head. To the LORD I cry aloud, and He answers me from His holy hill. Selah” (emphasis mine)

Selah, an amazingly beautiful word. Under the inspiration of God Himself, He ordained its use in the scriptures, may we too find among the poetry of our lives ‘Selah’, pause and praise and reflection on Him!

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

The Christmas Lamb

Christmas  2017: Santa Claus, electronic yard reindeers, snowmen, cards, parties, decorated trees, wrapping paper, and bows.  Christmas the beginning: Mary and Joseph, baby Jesus, a manger, bright star, angelic host, shepherds, sheep, and the good news.

Luke chapter 2, the familiar recounting of the Christmas story, like that of a well-rehearsed children’s play, all the characters are in place, the declaring angels hit their queue perfectly, “Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace, goodwill toward men.” LOVE IT!  There is one small phrase prior in the narrative I’d like to recognize, “And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night.” (v. 8)   Scholars believe, due to the proximity to Jerusalem THESE lambs were the temple lambs. Potentially, THESE shepherds were caring for lambs destined for sacrifice! The religious custom (requirement) of the day was to raise or purchase a lamb, take it to the priests and have it offered as a substitutionary sacrifice for atoning forgiveness of their sins.

Interesting, the shepherds were the first to hear the glorious news, not chief priests or princes or even the learned men of Jerusalem, no dignitaries were found in the bunch. They not only were the first to hear the birth announcement, but also the first to see the child.  Would it be a far reach to state that these shepherds knew the divine importance of keeping watch over their flocks? After all, news of the Messiahs coming would not be “good news of a great joy” (v. 10) unless they were seeking Him and waiting for Him.  Could it be that God sent the angel to the people that would get it?  “I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; He is Christ the Lord.” declares the angel.  (vs 10,11) Good news indeed!

The Lamb.

Remember the conversation Abraham had with Isaac as they climbed the mountain? Abraham’s response was so very prophetic, “The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “But where is the lamb… Abraham answered, “God Himself will provide the lamb…” (Genesis 22:7-8)

Fast forward, this recorded of John the Baptist, “The next day John saw Jesus coming toward him, and said, “Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!” (John 1:29) About 3 years following John’s statement of Jesus, it is Passover, Jesus, found innocently hanging on the cross. Onlookers watch as His blood drips from His beaten, nail-pierced body.  Johns words echoing, “Behold! The Lamb of God!”

Later, as we follow the story of God, the angels again declare, yet this time, (Let’s all stand…) Worthy is the Lamb who was slain to receive power and riches and wisdom, and strength and honor and glory and blessing … be to Him who sits on the throne, And to the Lamb, forever and ever!” (Revelation 5:11-13)

This Christmas as we consider the Nativity scene, may we attempt to grasp the full message of the birth of Jesus. In the stable, the King,  the lil lamb, not eating from the manger, but IN the manger, our substitutionary sacrifice for atoning forgiveness of OUR sins. However, we did not purchase Him, He purchased us! (Head bowed) Nowhere in scripture are we told, suggested or asked to remember Jesus’ birth.  We are told to remember His death. (The Last Supper: “This is My body given for you; do this in remembrance of Me.”- Luke 22:19) His birth is tied to His death. Christmas leads to Easter. (Hands raised!)

Where is the lamb?  Behold the Lamb.  Worthy is the Lamb.

And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night.”

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

God, Our Awe Maker

Three-year-old Kallie was nestled safely in her Uncles arms as they waited to see Santa at the tree lighting ceremony.  Uncle Brian quietly stepped out of line and worked his way to the window of Santa’s house. Pointing and in a whispered tone, “There he is.”  GASP!  She saw him, she saw Santa! She was so excited she began to shake and squirm.  In her extreme joy and not knowing how to express her amazement, she boldly placed both hands on her uncle’s face and kissed his cheek with everything within her.  She … was … thrilled!

What is it for us that cause us such thrill?  Could it be a favorable outcome to a ball game, an unexpected bonus check that has just been handed to us, or driving down a street with a beautiful array of Christmas lighting up the night sky? Thrilling!

How about God and God stuff, does that thrill us?  Does HE thrill us?  Psalm 92:4 is attributed to David as he wrote, “You thrill me, LORD, with all You have done for me! I sing for joy because of what You have done.” (emphasis mine) Some translations use happy, rejoice and glad, yet those alone don’t seem to magnify what David was attempting to proclaim.  Pause for a brief moment and think about David.  As a young lad, he left the hills of his father’s fields, to the courtyards of Saul’s mansion, to the victories of battle, to his reigning years as King.  We can’t deny his many failures, yet, regardless, he knew – he thanked – he praised.  He was in AWE of his God.

The word thrill is samah (saw-mock) a Hebrew verb meaning extreme joy, but it doesn’t stop there!  This joy causes the lighting up of the eyes, spontaneous feeling of jubilance, a feeling so strong that it finds expression in some external act.  Scholars describe samah is not meant to be kept to one’s self, it is meant to be shared!  So David penned, “You thrill me LORD!” for all to read.  Remember Miriam, Moses’ sister, as the Israelites, step onto dry land and all the Egyptian drowning chaos behind them took the tambourine and led all the women as they played and danced, singing to the Lord. (Exodus 15)  THAT is samah, extreme joy!   I feel compelled to ask, “Do we allow, or even invite God to thrill us, to be our Awe Maker?”

Spurgeon so eloquently shares, “If we are unbelieving, it is not Gods fault, for He goes out of His way to teach us faith—and sometimes He even gives what we have no right to ask, what we have no reason to expect. We are so weak, so ignorant, and so prone to unbelief that He will do anything to create, sustain and strengthen our faith in Him!”  Awe Maker.

May we not belittle God and God stuff in any way, but invite and embrace Him as our Awe Maker. Oh please do – go out of Your way God to open our eyes, unstop our ears, show us Your hand!  In doing so, we will share with others.  A seemingly silly, simple example, but it paints the best picture, just like Kallies uncle …  THERE –  HE – IS!

“You thrill me Lord!

In Him, DeDe

(“Let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

 

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Giving Presence in the Present

Christmas and gift giving, standing among all the stuff, the noise and the chaos, the potential frustration.  Christmas has become somewhat of a plummeting oneself into the art of either grab and go at the store or park yourself in front of the computer and let your fingers do the shopping.  My goal this year is to slow’r down. Taking time to smell the cinnamon infused pinecones, watch yet another Hallmark Christmas movie and listen to Elvis (my mom’s favorite, I turn it up so she can hear it up there with Jesus) and Bing Crosby crooning the oldies.

Christmas to me is so very sentimental.  I gave my heart to Jesus on December 21, 1979, at the age of 16 ½ (the half counted back then) while sitting on the white carpeted floor of the Associate Pastors living room. (I had been visiting the lil country church) his wife Brenda lovingly, openly, full of acceptance telling me about Jesus and His love for me and what it meant to be a Jesus follower.  That day will always render special to me, that moment and the moments following as I walked home, just down the street.  As I walked, the Christmas lit houses took on a new glow, the plastic baby Jesus in the front yard demanding my attention and respect.  That baby Jesus was no longer just yard deco, but now my Lord!  Not just a baby, but a King! I stopped, pausing to take it all in, I was in the moment!  Thirty-eight years later I remember the moment, I cherish the moment.  The moment changed me.

How often are we somewhere else when we are with people or in circumstances or perhaps even in church?  Our bodies may be present but by golly, our minds are full of grocery list writing, or a prior situation rehearsing over and over in our head, or while someone is talking to us we are busy formulating our response.  What did we miss?

Be in the moment.

In Exodus (the theology of Exodus is Presence) Exodus 24, God called Moses up the mountain, “The LORD said to Moses, “”Come up to Me on the mountain and be there; and I will give you tablets of stone, and the law and commandments which I have written, that you may teach them.” (v12, emphasis mine, NKJV)  For 40 days Moses was there.  Eight chapters worth of divine instruction was given.  Moses was there.  Many translators interpret God telling Moses to ‘stay there’ or ‘wait there.’  Yet a 19th-century rabbi wrote from a different perspective which I adore.  He exclaims that there are times we go to a place and not actually being there, going on to say that we can exert ourselves getting to a destination, yet when we arrive, our thoughts remain at the original point of departure.  The Rabbi imagined God was telling Moses not only come up the mountain but be fully there, with complete attention, concentration – leaving all behind. *

May we too be there, this holiday season and every day, be in the moment, giving complete attention and concentration to those we are with and in the moment of where we are.  It is a gift we give to others & ourselves when we are giving presence in the present, a moment in which we may be changed. And may we pay close attention and not allow our mind to wander when we read God’s word, we don’t want to miss anything!

For Pastors Ben & Brenda, ‘Thank you.’  That lil country corner church became my home church for two years following, then they sent me out to the big world to attend bible college, study God.  Now a bible teacher.  Thank you for being in the moment.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)

*Lois Tverberg, Reading the Bible with Rabbi Jesus (BakerBooks Grand Rapids, Michigan, 2018)

Show Me

When I begin reading or studying the Bible, it is always my goal to start with a heartfelt prayer “Show me!”  It isn’t a stance of boldly throwing my hands on my hips – full of attitude, said with pierced lips, demanding God “PROVE IT!”  It is said in humble request.  Open my eyes and show me, show me Your attributes, show me Your stuff, I want to see YOU!

The author of Psalm 119, so poetically wrote, “Open my eyes that I may see wonderful things in Your law.”  (v18)  Open my eyes.  What beautiful imagery, the word used conveys uncover, to reveal in such a way as to expose.  Picture yourself reading, then… Holy Spirit gently removes the shaded-glossed over glasses and there, there it is …His word.  The ink on the page fully exposed as He intended it, you see it, understand it, humbled by it.  I’m sure you’ve experienced this, reading along and “WOW!”  Where did that come from, never noticing that before?  Show me.

Moses requests that God show him His glory (Exodus 33:18) here the request is slightly different, Moses is asking that he sees with intent to learn. Show me that I may know more of You God. I want to learn of Your holiness, Your uniqueness, I want more of You.  Show me.  Elisha asked God to show his servant all the heavenly support positioned around them. (2 Kings 6)  The word is paqah, (paw-kawck) opening the servant’s eyes to see what was not noticed before, to see with wisdom, understanding, and reality. Elisha asked the servant see God stuff!

Job in conflicted conversation inquires of God, “Show me my offense and my sin.” (13:23) Show me.  Job actually speaks in intimate terms, (yada) he wants God to cause him to KNOW – experience what God sees and feels when Job falls short, not hitting the God target.   God point and put Your finger where I lack,   (a potential painful request).  King David requests with the same:  “I have put my trust in You. Show me the way I should go, for to You I lift up my soul.” (Psalm 143:8) He continues on with ‘teach me… lead me … for I am Your servant.’

May we too ask of God, “Show me.”  Open our eyes that we see and understand Your word, show us, teach us more of You.  May we see with eyes of wisdom, understanding, and reality. And yes, we ask – show us where we lack and fall short. May we not stop here, as we quietly close the Book,  show us.  Show us in Your word, and now as we get up and head out, graciously show us ‘YOU’ in life.  (He is so faithful!)

God says, “Call on Me in prayer and I will answer you. I will show you great and mysterious, things which you still do not know about.” – Jeremiah 33:3

Show me.

In Him, DeDe (“Let us consider how we may spur one another on towards love & good deeds.” – Hebrews 10:24)